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Went to school.
Had a "great" time.
[sigh].
The only time i enjoy is the time spent with my friends.
Dear dear friends, what would i be without you all?
It really is a bad day.
I knew this would happen.
Staying and wasting time in the bloody school hall.
What the heck!
I am a little worried.
My brother was supposed to go to school with me.
But he groaned and said he had a headache and he don't want to go to school.
Fine.
Just now, during dinner time, he ate a little. Only a little.
He had no appetite.
I wonder if he really is sick?
He looked pale.
But he said he's fine.
He always do that.
[sigh] again.

Girls...let's go out

Girls let's go out.
I wanna go play and take photos.
Let's go let's go.
We can go to Hui's house and play and then go to the park nearby.
Or you all can come to my house and watch DVD and play cards.
Or go to May's house and play games?
Oh! And Jes's house. After playing there, we can walk to 7-eleven and buy snacks.
Let's go let's go!

I still have this feeling about the exams aren't really over yet.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
I don't wanna go to school.
I hate school.
I can only not feel bored when i am at home.
And i can do a lot of things which i enjoy doing.
That's really cool.

I don't wanna waste my time loitering around the school doing absolutely NOTHING!
NO!
I am so not lazy. That's not the reason i don't wanna go to school.
There's really nothing i can do!
It's after exam, mind you.
Do you honestly think that teachers will be teaching?
Think again. We students are not the only ones who wants to rest ok.
Although spending time with my gang is a nice thing,
but i prefer to do it at home or going out elsewhere.
Not in the school compound.


So girls...
Let's go out!!

Orphan

How would you comment after finish watching this thriller?
I would say it's totally remarkable.
I bought it just this morning.
And i was so excited.
It's the best thriller i have ever seen in my life.
I'm impressed. Wow.
I asked my dad, is it really possible?
He said yes. But it's rare.
It's incredibly amazing for the producer to create this movie.
I'll give ten upon ten to this movie.
By far, the first movie that is the same rate as Twilight.

I am sorry to Hui, May and Jes.
I didn't go to Pelangi with you girls.
It's because i had a date with my mum to CS.
Sorry about that. I wanted go there because i have something important i wanted to buy and it's urgent.
I'll make it up for you girls.
I'll give you a treat. How's that?

Oh, Hui! i wanted to tell you what i saw!
I saw someone with his look exactly like Giddens!
Oh my god! But he's a teenager.
Same spectacles, same smile, same kind of attire!
I should have take a photo with him.

In the limelight

I sometimes wonder.
Why do we live in the limelight.
Whatever we do, people gossips.
No matter how tiny, how common you are.
It seems like it is a kind of disease.
And worse still, i have that kind of disease too.
I am determined to get rid of this bad habit.
I am beginning to change.
Compared to the past, i am better.
But better is never enough.
I wanna get rid of it thoroughly.
I wanna change for the better.
If we don't want others to gossip about us, at least we have to know how to stop ourself from doing it too.
At least we didn't do it ourself. Right?

My mum once said. Whatever we do, people gossips.
There WILL be people who don't like our existence.
So why care about what the others say about you?
Precisely true.
However. Can we really don't care about it?
Easier said than done, isn't it.
If you ask me this, i would say yes and no.
Yes i can ignore the minimal criticizes. Maybe about: Oh, who and who don't like me. Oh, who and who thinks i am ugly.
And no i can't ignore foul words they use to call me or anything. I guess you know what i mean.
Usually, I can tolerate with the bad words that come out from the person i hate.
Because I know maybe that person and I are not in good terms.
Of course we can't control our temper and all the bad words will come flowing out of our mouths.
That's my limit.
Can you?
Are you really sure you can completely ignore?

Drag me to hell

Erm.
Wow.
It's quite nice, this show.
Seen before?
I didn't get the chance to go to the cinema and watch it.
So, i ask my dad to buy this DVD.
[sigh] I wished i could watched it in the cinema.
It will be great because the sound system is better.
Plus the background atmosphere that is dark and quiet.
Well, i recommend this show to you guys.
It's worth it, somehow.

I will be watching :
1.) G.I.Joe
2.)Orphan
3.)Shinjuku incident

I'll comment on them after i watched it.

I feel good~

I feel good!
After going Tebrau with you guys.
It's really an awesome day to me.
Well, honestly. All our outings seem valuable to me, like treasures.

We ate lunch in one of the Japanese restaurant there.
Hui and May said that they wanna go to the ladies.
When they came back, they were holding onto something.
That's right. It's Jes's birthday cake.
But to my surprise, they bought one for me too.
How sweet of them.
I was touched although i didn't say it out loud.
our cakes

We watched a show, named Surrogates.
There. That is the show.
It is a nice show though.
Kinda reflected what will happen in the future, when robots become one of us.
I don't know about you guys, but somehow i think i can understand why they wanna use surrogates.
Perfect life, that's what you would get.
However, in the long run, we will feel empty though.
Ok. Wanna know more? Go watch it yourself.

After that, we went to Harris.
I found something i like. A bag. I think it's nice and it's cheap.
So i offer to buy one for Jes too as i know she liked it too.
She suggest that we can buy each other one.
So we end up giving each other the bags as present.
But that's not her birthday present.
I'll buy a special one from KL.

I bought the comic-Crayon Shin Chan.

The last book from Yoshito Usui.
I wanted to buy it no matter what.
It's the least i could do.
My last respect.
His comic is the first comic i read and i loved it.
It's really a pity that he passed away so early.
It broke my heart.
I know someone would replace him to continue sketching this comic, but surely, it wouldn't be the same.
It will never be.

A day for celebrations

HIP HIP HOORAY!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
PMR is OVER!
Ok.
Everyone must have guessed i would write on this topic right?
Actually, when i came out from the exam room, i didn't have the slightest feel of triumph.
I am too tired to shout, too tired to smile.
I slept only 5 hours a day and it's dangerously short.
Because usually we went home quite late and we use a lot of brain.
So our brain cells die a lot.
I remembered that the night before the first paper, i couldn't sleep.
Panic attacked.

I came home and slept for three hours right after the exam.
The happiness in me started building after that.
I tidied up my room.
I can't bear the sight of books, piling up everywhere in my room.
I packed up thirteen bags of reference books, text books and so on, planning to give them away.
I was happy that my room is tidy and neat again.

Last Friday was my birthday.
15th birthday.
Happy birthday to me.
For those who gave me presents, thank you.
For those who haven't, don't worry, i do not mind, as at that point of time, i really wasn't in the mood of celebrating my birthday.
May i present you a new song-Fifteen(by Taylor Swift).
Enjoy.

Just two more weeks

Ok.
So, two more weeks to my death penalty.
Three more weeks and i can burn my books.
What the heck!
Time really flies.
Bless us all that we can get good grades.
Amen.

Hui,
There is no such thing of us being annoyed.
Rest assure.
We don't mind you asking us questions.
So don't torment yourself.
You are not stupid my dear.
For your information, i have never been clever in my 14+ years of life.
No.
I am just hardworking.
I admit. I am NOT clever.
Just that i am twice or maybe even more hardworking than others.
The real clever ones could just read one time and all the data is locked in his or her brain.
I read six to seven times to have that done.
So, it is like a draw you know.
Thus my results are above average.
Which is not because of my intellect.

This is the last post from me before PMR.

Oh hello there!
Thousand apologies base on the matter that i didn't update my blog for the past few days.
I am busy finishing my homeworks which are piling up on my desk.
Everything is a mess! All that i could see when i wake up in the morning is papers.
Papers, papers and more papers.
Nothing else. Dealing with the papers is so not enough.
I have revisions that have to be done.
Maddening isn't it?
OK. Just one more month and i would be freed at last.
Just bear it through this month.
Wish me luck!

I am glad that May is finally determined to decrease her entertainment time.
Bless you.

Thanks to Hui, for telling me that how your brother and cousin get the 8A's without working extremely hard.
It soften me a little, i wasn't so devastated that would have me keel over in no time.

Jes? Nothing from her.
Harhar.

YJ. You are not the only one that is gasping for air.
We are, too. Just that you will feel more stressed because you did not do any constant reading.
But you are brainy. Rest assure. You can do it.


Oh, and for your information. This is the 91st post of my blog.
When it's getting more and more, my heart is getting heavier too.
Because this indicates something.

I am sick.
At the same time with Hui.
I keep on sneezing away.
And it is so unbearable.

I really hate people who are not punctual.
If it's just 5 to 10 minutes late, you are still forgivable.
But if you are late for more than that, you will be blacklisted by me.
Maybe i inherited my dad. He is very punctual and earned my respect.
On the other hand, my mum is like a diva, and everyone will be waiting for her to get ready.
NEVER been punctual.
Oh god. It drives me insane!

Happy day!

Aloha everyone!
I had a great day today.
I went out for lunch with Jes after school.
Well, we took our bath first, because we are going to Jusco too.
It has been a while since the last time i went there.
It haven't change much.
Just some new decorations for the Mooncake Festival.
It's just around the corner.
I receive lots of mooncakes from my dad's colleague every year.
I hope that this year is not exceptional.
So, come back to the topic that we go to Jusco.
We went to game station as usual.
It was so fun!
We were a little childish. (OK. not a little.)
But we were really happy.
And we went to look for my water bottle.
(I broke it this morning)
But we didn't find what we were looking for.
There were no suitable ones.
So, we gave up and went to find mum.
Then we finally went home and THE END.

Thank You

Thanks Jesus!
I love you.
Thanks!

Cute pictures

Oh my god!
Take a look at this gorgeous little thing!
Isn't it cute?
If i had a dog, i would want it to look like THIS!
Totally WOW!
Can't believe a dog could be so stylish!


And this!
This has to be the 'photo of the year'!
Sweeeeeeeeeeet~


My cousin sister sent me an email regarding these cute pictures.
And i was like, amazed!
W-O-W!
Enjoy!

Oh hell. School's reopening tomorrow.
I hate this moment!
I totally detest school!
And the worst thing is, i am going to have to take my results which is real real bad.
Happy national day!

Occupations

I can't deny that i am growing rapidly.
I am already near 15 (as my birthday is still a month away).
So i thought i might as well figure some occupations that i can take up in the future.
So let's see:

1.)Doctor
Good: A famous job. High-pay and a noble job. Not bad at all.
Bad: I am terrified of the sight of blood. And one should have his head examined if he wants ME to cure him. Think twice dude.

2.)Teacher
Good: Noble and respected job.
Bad: Low-pay. Have to face a bunch of wild kids. Imagine them screaming and running all about. I will be mad myself in no time.

3.)Artist
Good:Imaginative minds that impress people.
Bad: If i have one of those brains, why am i still sitting here instead of sketching beautiful pictures
or playing the piano? Just forget it.

4.)Bank manager
Good: High-pay. Strong calculative skills.
Bad: I don't wanna die in a bank when there's a robbery!

5.)Lawyer
Good: High-pay. Have massive confidence that inspires people.
Bad: I don't have guts to talk in front an audience, never mind a court. And maybe i will be assassinated by criminals for my clients' pressed charges.

6.)Gardener
Good: Nice flowers to look at.
Bad: Scared of bugs.

7.)Farmer
Good: Cute animals.
Bad: I don't want to clean cow poos.


Oh my lord. What should i enrol?