In the limelight

I sometimes wonder.
Why do we live in the limelight.
Whatever we do, people gossips.
No matter how tiny, how common you are.
It seems like it is a kind of disease.
And worse still, i have that kind of disease too.
I am determined to get rid of this bad habit.
I am beginning to change.
Compared to the past, i am better.
But better is never enough.
I wanna get rid of it thoroughly.
I wanna change for the better.
If we don't want others to gossip about us, at least we have to know how to stop ourself from doing it too.
At least we didn't do it ourself. Right?

My mum once said. Whatever we do, people gossips.
There WILL be people who don't like our existence.
So why care about what the others say about you?
Precisely true.
However. Can we really don't care about it?
Easier said than done, isn't it.
If you ask me this, i would say yes and no.
Yes i can ignore the minimal criticizes. Maybe about: Oh, who and who don't like me. Oh, who and who thinks i am ugly.
And no i can't ignore foul words they use to call me or anything. I guess you know what i mean.
Usually, I can tolerate with the bad words that come out from the person i hate.
Because I know maybe that person and I are not in good terms.
Of course we can't control our temper and all the bad words will come flowing out of our mouths.
That's my limit.
Can you?
Are you really sure you can completely ignore?